languidly ['lxNgwIdlI] occupied ['OkjupaId] causeless ['kO:zlIs] hatred ['heItrId] sickliness ['sIklInIs]
Under the strain of this continually impending doom and by the sleeplessness to which I now condemned myself, ay, even beyond what I had thought possible to man, I became, in my own person, a creature eaten up and emptied by fever, languidly weak both in body and mind, and solely occupied by one thought: the horror of my other self. But when I slept, or when the virtue of the medicine wore off, I would leap almost without transition (for the pangs of transformation grew daily less marked) into the possession of a fancy brimming with images of terror, a soul boiling with causeless hatreds, and a body that seemed not strong enough to contain the raging energies of life. The powers of Hyde seemed to have grown with sickliness of Jekyll.
And certainly the hate that now divided them (ΠΈ, Π±Π΅Π·ΡΡΠ»ΠΎΠ²Π½ΠΎ, ΡΠ° Π½Π΅Π½Π°Π²ΠΈΡΡΡ, ΡΡΠΎ ΡΠ΅ΠΏΠ΅ΡΡ ΡΠ°Π·Π΄Π΅Π»ΡΠ»Π° ΠΈΡ ) was equal on each side (Π±ΡΠ»Π° ΡΠ°Π²Π½ΠΎΠΉ Ρ ΠΎΠ±Π΅ΠΈΡ ΡΡΠΎΡΠΎΠ½). With Jekyll, it was a thing of vital instinct (Π΄Π»Ρ ΠΠΆΠ΅ΠΊΠΈΠ»Π° ΡΡΠΎ Π±ΡΠ» Π²ΠΎΠΏΡΠΎΡ ΡΠ°ΠΌΠΎΡΠΎΡ ΡΠ°Π½Π΅Π½ΠΈΡ; vital β ΠΆΠΈΠ·Π½Π΅Π½Π½ΡΠΉ; ΠΆΠΈΠ·Π½Π΅Π½Π½ΠΎΠ²Π°ΠΆΠ½ΡΠΉ; instinct β ΠΈΠ½ΡΡΠΈΠ½ΠΊΡ, ΡΡΡΡΠ΅). He had now seen the full deformity of that creature (ΡΠ΅ΠΏΠ΅ΡΡ ΠΎΠ½ ΡΠ²ΠΈΠ΄Π΅Π» ΠΏΠΎΠ»Π½ΠΎΠ΅ = ΠΊΡΠ°ΠΉΠ½Π΅Π΅ ΡΡΠΎΠ΄ΡΡΠ²ΠΎ ΡΠΎΠ³ΠΎ ΡΡΡΠ΅ΡΡΠ²Π°) that shared with him some of the phenomena of consciousness (ΠΊΠΎΡΠΎΡΠΎΠ΅ Π΄Π΅Π»ΠΈΠ»ΠΎ Ρ Π½ΠΈΠΌ Π½Π΅ΠΊΠΎΡΠΎΡΡΠ΅ ΡΡΠΎΡΠΎΠ½Ρ ΡΠΎΠ·Π½Π°Π½ΠΈΡ; phenomenon /pl. phenomena/ β ΡΠ²Π»Π΅Π½ΠΈΠ΅, ΡΠ΅Π½ΠΎΠΌΠ΅Π½), and was co-heir with him to death (ΠΈ Π΄ΠΎΠ»ΠΆΠ½ΠΎ Π±ΡΠ»ΠΎ ΡΡΠ°ΡΡ ΡΠΎΠ½Π°ΡΠ»Π΅Π΄Π½ΠΈΠΊΠΎΠΌ Π΅Π³ΠΎ ΡΠΌΠ΅ΡΡΠΈ; heir β Π½Π°ΡΠ»Π΅Π΄Π½ΠΈΠΊ): and beyond these links of community (ΠΈ Π·Π° ΠΏΡΠ΅Π΄Π΅Π»Π°ΠΌΠΈ ΡΡΠΈΡ ΠΎΠ±ΡΠ΅Π΄ΠΈΠ½ΡΡΡΠΈΡ Π·Π²Π΅Π½ΡΠ΅Π²; community β ΠΎΠ±ΡΠΈΠ½Π°; ΡΠΎΠΎΠ±ΡΠ΅ΡΡΠ²ΠΎ, ΠΎΠ±ΡΠ΅Π΄ΠΈΠ½Π΅Π½ΠΈΠ΅), which in themselves made the most poignant part of his distress (ΠΊΠΎΡΠΎΡΡΠ΅ ΡΠ°ΠΌΠΈ ΠΏΠΎ ΡΠ΅Π±Π΅ ΡΠΎΡΡΠ°Π²Π»ΡΠ»ΠΈ Π½Π°ΠΈΠ±ΠΎΠ»Π΅Π΅ ΠΌΡΡΠΈΡΠ΅Π»ΡΠ½ΡΡ ΡΠ°ΡΡΡ Π΅Π³ΠΎ Π½Π΅ΡΡΠ°ΡΡΡΡ; poignant β ΡΡΡ. ΠΎΡΡΡΡΠΉ/ΠΎΠΏΡΠ΅Π΄ΠΌΠ΅ΡΠ°Ρ /; Π³ΠΎΡΡΠΊΠΈΠΉ, ΠΌΡΡΠΈΡΠ΅Π»ΡΠ½ΡΠΉ), he thought of Hyde, for all his energy of life (ΠΎΠ½ ΡΡΠΈΡΠ°Π» Π₯Π°ΠΉΠ΄Π°, Π½Π΅ΡΠΌΠΎΡΡΡ Π½Π° Π²ΡΡ Π΅Π³ΠΎ ΠΆΠΈΠ·Π½Π΅Π½Π½ΡΡ ΡΠ½Π΅ΡΠ³ΠΈΡ), as of something not only hellish but inorganic (ΡΠ΅ΠΌ-ΡΠΎ Π½Π΅ ΡΠΎΠ»ΡΠΊΠΎ Π΄Π΅ΠΌΠΎΠ½ΠΈΡΠ΅ΡΠΊΠΈΠΌ, Π½ΠΎ ΠΈ Π½Π΅ΠΆΠΈΠ²ΡΠΌ: Β«Π½Π΅ΠΎΡΠ³Π°Π½ΠΈΡΠ΅ΡΠΊΠΈΠΌΒ» = ΡΠ΅ΠΌ-ΡΠΎ Π½Π΅ ΠΏΡΠΈΡΠ°ΡΡΠ½ΡΠΌ ΠΎΡΠ³Π°Π½ΠΈΡΠ΅ΡΠΊΠΎΠΌΡ ΠΌΠΈΡΡ).
vital [vaItl] phenomena [fI'nOmInq] co-heir [kqu'eq] poignant ['pOInjqnt] inorganic ["InO:'gxnIk]
And certainly the hate that now divided them was equal on each side. With Jekyll, it was a thing of vital instinct. He had now seen the full deformity of that creature that shared with him some of the phenomena of consciousness, and was co-heir with him to death: and beyond these links of community, which in themselves made the most poignant part of his distress, he thought of Hyde, for all his energy of life, as of something not only hellish but inorganic.
This was the shocking thing (ΠΈΠΌΠ΅Π½Π½ΠΎ ΡΡΠΎ ΠΈ Π±ΡΠ»ΠΎ ΡΠ°ΠΌΡΠΌ ΡΠΆΠ°ΡΠ½ΡΠΌ; shocking β ΠΎΡΠ²ΡΠ°ΡΠΈΡΠ΅Π»ΡΠ½ΡΠΉ; ΠΏΠΎΡΡΡΡΠ°ΡΡΠΈΠΉ, ΡΠΆΠ°ΡΠ°ΡΡΠΈΠΉ); that the slime of the pit seemed to utter cries and voices (ΡΠΎ, ΡΡΠΎ ΡΡΠ° ΠΌΠ΅ΡΠ·ΠΎΡΡΡ ΠΈΠ· ΠΏΡΠ΅ΠΈΡΠΏΠΎΠ΄Π½Π΅ΠΉ, ΠΊΠ°Π·Π°Π»ΠΎΡΡ, ΠΈΠ·Π΄Π°Π²Π°Π»Π° ΠΊΡΠΈΠΊΠΈ ΠΈ Π³ΠΎΠ»ΠΎΡΠ°; pit β ΡΠΌΠ°; Π°Π΄; slime β Π»ΠΈΠΏΠΊΠΈΠΉΠΈΠ»; ΡΠΈΠ½Π°; ΠΌΡΡΡ; ΠΎΠΌΠ΅ΡΠ·ΠΈΡΠ΅Π»ΡΠ½ΡΠΉ, ΠΎΡΡΠ°Π»ΠΊΠΈΠ²Π°ΡΡΠΈΠΉΡΠΈΠΏ; Π½Π΅ΡΡΠΎΠΎΠΌΠ΅ΡΠ·ΠΈΡΠ΅Π»ΡΠ½ΠΎΠ΅, ΠΏΡΠΎΡΠΈΠ²Π½ΠΎΠ΅); that the amorphous dust gesticulated and sinned (ΡΡΠΎΡ Π°ΠΌΠΎΡΡΠ½ΡΠΉ ΠΏΡΠ°Ρ ΠΆΠ΅ΡΡΠΈΠΊΡΠ»ΠΈΡΠΎΠ²Π°Π» ΠΈ Π³ΡΠ΅ΡΠΈΠ»); that what was dead and had no shape, should usurp the office of life (ΡΠΎ, ΡΡΠΎ Π±ΡΠ»ΠΎ ΠΌΠ΅ΡΡΠ²ΡΠΌ ΠΈ Π½Π΅ ΠΈΠΌΠ΅Π»ΠΎ ΡΠΎΡΠΌΡ, Π½Π΅Π·Π°ΠΊΠΎΠ½Π½ΠΎ Π·Π°Ρ Π²Π°ΡΡΠ²Π°Π»ΠΎ = ΠΏΡΠΈΡΠ²Π°ΠΈΠ²Π°Π»ΠΎΡΠ΅Π±Π΅ ΡΡΠ½ΠΊΡΠΈΠΈ ΠΆΠΈΠ·Π½ΠΈ; office β ΡΠ»ΡΠΆΠ±Π°, Π΄ΠΎΠ»ΠΆΠ½ΠΎΡΡΡ; ΠΎΠ±ΡΠ·Π°Π½Π½ΠΎΡΡΡ, ΡΡΠ½ΠΊΡΠΈΡ). And this again, that that insurgent horror was knit to him closer than a wife (Π° ΡΠ°ΠΊΠΆΠ΅ ΡΠΎ, ΡΡΠΎ ΡΡΠ° Π±ΡΠ½ΡΡΡΡΠ°Ρ ΠΌΠ΅ΡΠ·ΠΎΡΡΡ Π±ΡΠ»Π° Π΄Π»Ρ Π½Π΅Π³ΠΎ Π±Π»ΠΈΠΆΠ΅ ΠΆΠ΅Π½Ρ; to knit β Π²ΡΠ·Π°ΡΡ/Π½Π°ΡΠΏΠΈΡΠ°Ρ /; ΡΠ²ΡΠ·ΡΠ²Π°ΡΡ, ΡΠΊΡΠ΅ΠΏΠ»ΡΡΡ), closer than an eye (Π½Π΅ΠΎΡΡΠ΅ΠΌΠ»Π΅ΠΌΠ΅Π΅ Π³Π»Π°Π·Π°); lay caged in his flesh (Π·Π°ΠΊΠ»ΡΡΠ΅Π½Π° Π² ΠΊΠ»Π΅ΡΠΊΡ Π΅Π³ΠΎ ΠΏΠ»ΠΎΡΠΈ; to lie β Π»Π΅ΠΆΠ°ΡΡ; Π±ΡΡΡ, ΠΎΡΡΠ°Π²Π°ΡΡΡΡ/Π²ΠΊΠ°ΠΊΠΎΠΌ-Π»ΠΈΠ±ΠΎΠΏΠΎΠ»ΠΎΠΆΠ΅Π½ΠΈΠΈΠΈΠ»ΠΈΡΠΎΡΡΠΎΡΠ½ΠΈΠΈ/), where he heard it mutter (Π³Π΄Π΅ ΠΎΠ½ ΡΠ»ΡΡΠ°Π», ΠΊΠ°ΠΊ ΠΎΠ½Π° Π±ΠΎΡΠΌΠΎΡΠ΅Ρ) and felt it struggle to be born (ΠΈ ΡΡΠ²ΡΡΠ²ΠΎΠ²Π°Π», ΠΊΠ°ΠΊ ΠΎΠ½Π° ΡΡΠ°ΠΆΠ°Π΅ΡΡΡ/ΠΏΡΠΈΠ»Π°Π³Π°Π΅Ρ ΡΡΠΈΠ»ΠΈΡ, ΡΡΠΎΠ±Ρ ΠΏΠΎΡΠ²ΠΈΡΡΡΡ Π½Π° ΡΠ²Π΅Ρ = ΡΠ²Π΅ΡΡΡ Π½Π° ΡΠ²Π΅Ρ; to bear β ΠΏΠ΅ΡΠ΅Π½ΠΎΡΠΈΡΡ; ΡΠΎΠΆΠ΄Π°ΡΡ, ΠΏΡΠΎΠΈΠ·Π²ΠΎΠ΄ΠΈΡΡΠ½Π°ΡΠ²Π΅Ρ); and at every hour of weakness (ΠΈ Π² ΠΊΠ°ΠΆΠ΄ΡΠΉ ΡΠ°Ρ ΡΠ»Π°Π±ΠΎΡΡΠΈ = Π² ΠΌΠΈΠ½ΡΡΡ ΡΠ»Π°Π±ΠΎΡΡΠΈ), and in the confidence of slumber (ΠΈΠ»ΠΈ ΠΏΠΎΠ΄ ΠΏΠΎΠΊΡΠΎΠ²ΠΎΠΌ ΡΠ½Π°; confidence β Π΄ΠΎΠ²Π΅ΡΠΈΠ΅), prevailed against him (Π±ΡΠ°Π»Π° Π½Π°Π΄ Π½ΠΈΠΌ Π²Π΅ΡΡ ; to prevail β ΡΠΎΡΠΆΠ΅ΡΡΠ²ΠΎΠ²Π°ΡΡ, ΠΎΠ΄Π΅ΡΠΆΠ°ΡΡ ΠΏΠΎΠ±Π΅Π΄Ρ), and deposed him out of life (ΠΈ ΡΠΌΠ΅ΡΠ°Π»Π° = Π²ΡΡΠ΅ΡΠ½ΡΠ»Π° Π΅Π³ΠΎ ΠΈΠ· ΠΆΠΈΠ·Π½ΠΈ).
amorphous [q'mO:fqs] gesticulate [dZe'stIkjuleIt] insurgent [In'sq:dZ(q)nt]
This was the shocking thing; that the slime of the pit seemed to utter cries and voices; that the amorphous dust gesticulated and sinned; that what was dead and had no shape, should usurp the office of life. And this again, that that insurgent horror was knit to him closer than a wife, closer than an eye; lay caged in his flesh, where he heard it mutter and felt it struggle to be born; and at every hour of weakness, and in the confidence of slumber, prevailed against him, and deposed him out of life.
The hatred of Hyde for Jekyll was of a different order (Π½Π΅Π½Π°Π²ΠΈΡΡΡ ΠΆΠ΅ Π₯Π°ΠΉΠ΄Π° ΠΊ ΠΠΆΠ΅ΠΊΠΈΠ»Ρ Π±ΡΠ»Π° Π΄ΡΡΠ³ΠΎΠ³ΠΎ ΠΏΠΎΡΡΠ΄ΠΊΠ° = Π±ΡΠ»Π° ΠΈΠ½ΠΎΠΉ). The terror of the gallows drove him continually to commit temporary suicide (ΡΡΡΠ°Ρ ΠΏΠ΅ΡΠ΅Π΄ Π²ΠΈΡΠ΅Π»ΠΈΡΠ΅ΠΉ ΠΏΠΎΡΡΠΎΡΠ½Π½ΠΎ Π·Π°ΡΡΠ°Π²Π»ΡΠ» Π΅Π³ΠΎ ΡΠΎΠ²Π΅ΡΡΠ°ΡΡ Π²ΡΠ΅ΠΌΠ΅Π½Π½ΠΎΠ΅ ΡΠ°ΠΌΠΎΡΠ±ΠΈΠΉΡΡΠ²ΠΎ; to drive β Π³Π½Π°ΡΡ; ΠΏΠΎΠ±ΡΠΆΠ΄Π°ΡΡ), and return to his subordinate station of a part instead of a person (ΠΈ Π²ΠΎΠ·Π²ΡΠ°ΡΠ°ΡΡΡΡ ΠΊ ΠΏΠΎΠ΄ΡΠΈΠ½Π΅Π½Π½ΠΎΠΌΡ ΠΏΠΎΠ»ΠΎΠΆΠ΅Π½ΠΈΡ ΡΠ°ΡΡΠΈ, Π²ΠΌΠ΅ΡΡΠΎ ΡΠ΅Π»ΠΎΠΉ Π»ΠΈΡΠ½ΠΎΡΡΠΈ = Π²ΠΌΠ΅ΡΡΠΎ ΡΠΎΠ³ΠΎ, ΡΡΠΎΠ±Ρ Π±ΡΡΡ ΡΠ΅Π»ΠΎΠΉ Π»ΠΈΡΠ½ΠΎΡΡΡΡ); but he loathed the necessity (Π½ΠΎ ΡΡΠ° Π½Π΅ΠΎΠ±Ρ ΠΎΠ΄ΠΈΠΌΠΎΡΡΡ Π²ΡΠ·ΡΠ²Π°Π»Π° Ρ Π½Π΅Π³ΠΎ ΠΎΡΠ²ΡΠ°ΡΠ΅Π½ΠΈΠ΅; to loathe β ΠΏΠΈΡΠ°ΡΡ ΠΎΡΠ²ΡΠ°ΡΠ΅Π½ΠΈΠ΅, ΡΡΠ²ΡΡΠ²ΠΎΠ²Π°ΡΡ ΠΎΡΠ²ΡΠ°ΡΠ΅Π½ΠΈΠ΅; Π½Π΅ Π²ΡΠ½ΠΎΡΠΈΡΡ), he loathed the despondency into which Jekyll was now fallen (Π΅ΠΌΡ Π±ΡΠ»ΠΎ ΠΏΡΠΎΡΠΈΠ²Π½ΠΎ ΡΠΎ ΡΠ½ΡΠ½ΠΈΠ΅, Π² ΠΊΠΎΡΠΎΡΠΎΠ΅ ΡΠ΅ΠΏΠ΅ΡΡ Π²ΠΏΠ°Π» ΠΠΆΠ΅ΠΊΠΈΠ»; despondency β ΠΎΡΡΠ°ΡΠ½ΠΈΠ΅, ΡΠ½ΡΠ½ΠΈΠ΅, ΡΠΏΠ°Π΄ΠΎΠΊΠ΄ΡΡ Π°, ΠΏΠΎΠ΄Π°Π²Π»Π΅Π½Π½ΠΎΠ΅Π½Π°ΡΡΡΠΎΠ΅Π½ΠΈΠ΅, ΡΠ³Π½Π΅ΡΠ΅Π½Π½ΠΎΡΡΡ; despondent β ΡΠ½ΡΠ»ΡΠΉ, ΠΏΠΎΠ΄Π°Π²Π»Π΅Π½Π½ΡΠΉ, ΡΠ³Π½Π΅ΡΠ΅Π½Π½ΡΠΉ, ΠΎΡΡΠ°ΡΠ²ΡΠΈΠΉΡΡ), and he resented the dislike with which he was himself regarded (ΠΈ Π΅Π³ΠΎ Π²ΠΎΠ·ΠΌΡΡΠ°Π»ΠΎ ΡΠΎ, Ρ ΠΊΠ°ΠΊΠΎΠΉ Π½Π΅ΠΏΡΠΈΡΠ·Π½ΡΡ ΡΠΎΡ ΠΎΡΠ½ΠΎΡΠΈΠ»ΡΡ ΠΊ Π½Π΅ΠΌΡ: Β«Ρ ΠΊΠΎΡΠΎΡΡΠΌ ΠΎΠ½ Π±ΡΠ» ΡΠ°ΠΌ ΡΠ°ΡΡΠΌΠ°ΡΡΠΈΠ²Π°Π΅ΠΌ/ΡΠ°ΡΡΠ΅Π½ΠΈΠ²Π°Π΅ΠΌΒ»; to regard β ΡΠ°ΡΡΠ΅Π½ΠΈΠ²Π°ΡΡ, ΡΠ°ΡΡΠΌΠ°ΡΡΠΈΠ²Π°ΡΡ).
continually [kqn'tInjuqlI] suicide ['s(j)u:IsaId] subordinate [sq'bO:dInIt] despondency [dIs'pOndqnsI]
The hatred of Hyde for Jekyll was of a different order. The terror of the gallows drove him continually to commit temporary suicide, and return to his subordinate station of a part instead of a person; but he loathed the necessity, he loathed the despondency into which Jekyll was now fallen, and he resented the dislike with which he was himself regarded.
Hence the apelike tricks that he would play me (ΠΎΡΡΡΠ΄Π° ΠΈ Π²ΡΠ΅ ΡΠ΅ ΠΎΠ±Π΅Π·ΡΡΠ½ΡΠΈ Π²ΡΡ ΠΎΠ΄ΠΊΠΈ, ΠΊΠΎΡΠΎΡΡΠ΅ ΠΎΠ½ ΠΌΠ½Π΅ ΡΡΡΡΠ°ΠΈΠ²Π°Π»; to play β ΠΈΠ³ΡΠ°ΡΡ; ΡΡΠ³ΡΠ°ΡΡΡΡΡΠΊΡ, ΡΠ°Π·ΡΠ³ΡΠ°ΡΡ), scrawling in my own hand blasphemies on the pages of my books (ΠΏΠΈΡΠ° ΠΌΠΎΠΈΠΌ ΠΏΠΎΡΠ΅ΡΠΊΠΎΠΌ Π±ΠΎΠ³ΠΎΡ ΡΠ»ΡΡΡΠ²Π° Π½Π° ΡΡΡΠ°Π½ΠΈΡΠ°Ρ = ΠΏΠΎΠ»ΡΡ ΠΌΠΎΠΈΡ ΠΊΠ½ΠΈΠ³), burning the letters (ΡΠΆΠΈΠ³Π°Ρ ΠΏΠΈΡΡΠΌΠ°) and destroying the portrait of my father (ΠΈ ΡΠ½ΠΈΡΡΠΎΠΆΠΈΠ² ΠΏΠΎΡΡΡΠ΅Ρ ΠΌΠΎΠ΅Π³ΠΎ ΠΎΡΡΠ°); and indeed, had it not been for his fear of death (ΠΈ ΡΠΆ ΠΊΠΎΠ½Π΅ΡΠ½ΠΎ, Π΅ΡΠ»ΠΈ Π±Ρ Π½Π΅ Π΅Π³ΠΎ ΡΠΎΠ±ΡΡΠ²Π΅Π½Π½ΡΠΉ ΡΡΡΠ°Ρ ΡΠΌΠ΅ΡΡΠΈ), he would long ago have ruined himself (ΠΎΠ½ ΡΠΆΠ΅ Π΄Π°Π²Π½ΠΎ Π±Ρ ΡΠ½ΠΈΡΡΠΎΠΆΠΈΠ» ΡΠ°ΠΌ ΡΠ΅Π±Ρ) in order to involve me in the ruin (ΡΠΎΠ»ΡΠΊΠΎ Π΄Π»Ρ ΡΠΎΠ³ΠΎ, ΡΡΠΎΠ±Ρ ΠΈ ΠΌΠ΅Π½Ρ Π²ΠΎΠ²Π»Π΅ΡΡ Π² ΡΡΡ Π³ΠΈΠ±Π΅Π»Ρ). But his love of life is wonderful (Π½ΠΎ Π΅Π³ΠΎ Π»ΡΠ±ΠΎΠ²Ρ ΠΊ ΠΆΠΈΠ·Π½ΠΈ ΠΏΠΎΡΠ°Π·ΠΈΡΠ΅Π»ΡΠ½Π°); I go further (ΡΠΊΠ°ΠΆΡ Π±ΠΎΠ»Π΅Π΅: Β«Π·Π°ΠΉΠ΄Ρ Π΄Π°Π»ΡΡΠ΅ /Π² ΠΌΠΎΠΈΡ ΡΡΠ²Π΅ΡΠΆΠ΄Π΅Π½ΠΈΡΡ /Β»): I, who sicken and freeze at the mere thought of him (Ρ, ΠΈΡΠΏΡΡΡΠ²Π°ΡΡΠΈΠΉ ΠΎΡΠ²ΡΠ°ΡΠ΅Π½ΠΈΠ΅ ΠΈ /Ρ ΠΊΠΎΠ³ΠΎ/ ΠΌΠΎΡΠΎΠ· /Π±Π΅ΠΆΠΈΡ ΠΏΠΎ ΠΊΠΎΠΆΠ΅/ ΠΏΡΠΈ ΠΎΠ΄Π½ΠΎΠΉ ΡΠΎΠ»ΡΠΊΠΎ ΠΌΡΡΠ»ΠΈ ΠΎ Π½Π΅ΠΌ; to sicken β Π·Π°Π±ΠΎΠ»Π΅Π²Π°ΡΡ; ΠΈΡΠΏΡΡΡΠ²Π°ΡΡΠΎΡΠ²ΡΠ°ΡΠ΅Π½ΠΈΠ΅), when I recall the abjection and passion of this attachment (ΠΊΠΎΠ³Π΄Π° Ρ Π²ΡΠΏΠΎΠΌΠΈΠ½Π°Ρ ΠΎ Π½ΠΈΠ·ΠΌΠ΅Π½Π½ΠΎΠΉ ΠΈ ΡΡΡΠ°ΡΡΠ½ΠΎΠΉ ΡΡΠΎΠΉ Π΅Π³ΠΎ ΠΏΡΠΈΠ²ΡΠ·Π°Π½Π½ΠΎΡΡΠΈ /ΠΊ ΠΆΠΈΠ·Π½ΠΈ/; abjection β ΡΠ½ΠΈΠΆΠ΅Π½ΠΈΠ΅; ΡΠ½ΠΈΠΆΠ΅Π½Π½ΠΎΡΡΡ; abject β ΠΏΠΎΠ΄Π»ΡΠΉ, Π½ΠΈΠ·ΠΊΠΈΠΉ; passion β ΡΡΡΠ°ΡΡΡ), and when I know how he fears my power to cut him off by suicide (ΠΈ ΠΊΠΎΠ³Π΄Π° Ρ Π·Π½Π°Ρ, ΠΊΠ°ΠΊ ΠΎΠ½ Π±ΠΎΠΈΡΡΡ ΠΌΠΎΠ΅ΠΉ Π²Π»Π°ΡΡΠΈ ΠΎΠ±ΠΎΡΠ²Π°ΡΡ Π΅Π³ΠΎ ΡΡΡΠ΅ΡΡΠ²ΠΎΠ²Π°Π½ΠΈΠ΅ ΡΠ°ΠΌΠΎΡΠ±ΠΈΠΉΡΡΠ²ΠΎΠΌ; to cut off β ΠΎΠ±ΡΠ΅Π·Π°ΡΡ, ΠΎΡΡΠ΅Π·Π°ΡΡ), I find it in my heart to pity him (Ρ ΠΎΠ±Π½Π°ΡΡΠΆΠΈΠ²Π°Ρ Π² ΡΠ²ΠΎΠ΅ΠΉ Π΄ΡΡΠ΅ /ΡΠΏΠΎΡΠΎΠ±Π½ΠΎΡΡΡ/ ΠΈΡΠΏΡΡΡΠ²Π°ΡΡ ΠΆΠ°Π»ΠΎΡΡΡ ΠΊ Π½Π΅ΠΌΡ).
scrawl [skrO:l] ruin ['ru:In] abjection [xb'dZekS(q)n] pity ['pItI]
Hence the apelike tricks that he would play me, scrawling in my own hand blasphemies on the pages of my books, burning the letters and destroying the portrait of my father; and indeed, had it not been for his fear of death, he would long ago have ruined himself in order to involve me in the ruin. But his love of life is wonderful; I go further: I, who sicken and freeze at the mere thought of him, when I recall the abjection and passion of this attachment, and when I know how he fears my power to cut him off by suicide, I find it in my heart to pity him.